The God who cares for me till I am old

“I am your God and will take care of you until you are old and your hair is grey. I made you and will care for you; i will give you help and rescue you” (Isaiah 46:4, GNBUK)

Wow, what a comforting verse. God is my Creator and He will take care for me. 

I had lingering dizziness which goes on and off for the last couple of weeks. It has been frustrating because it limits my usual daily activities which i enjoy tremendously. I also need to be careful when taking a shower or bending down to play with my pets. 

Now that the giddiness is gone, one lesson remains: to surrender to God fully.

I was told that one of the reasons for my dizziness might be the stresses that i was carrying in my body. At first, i brushed this “theory” aside: i thought i was eating well and sleeping well. I am generally a happy person, how can i be stressed out?

But over the past couple of days, i examined myself: are there really stresses that i am holding on to and yet i do not realize it? Indeed there. There is the future to worry about, the long list of to-do items and much to think about. I then talk to myself, reassuring myself that i am doing my best for the things i can do and for the things i can not do, i let go and surrender them to God. After all, God cares for me. Time and time again He shows that He is my Heavenly Father who provides for all that i need. He never abandoned me — I can trust completely upon Him. For the things which I can not control, He knows best and He is in control.

This episode of dizziness re-examines my relationship with God, my Heavenly Father. I preach in church and lead prayer meetings, i visit and pray for the sick but do i have an intimate and personal relationship with Him? Or have i been treating Him like my employer (because i am in full-time ministry) instead of my Heavenly Father? I am also learning to take care of my body. It is only when i am getting older that i realise i should take better care of my health. By honouring my body and caring for it, i am honouring God, my creator.

These self-examinations and rest time bring me closer to God: i experienced His healing grace, and experienced the love of my friends who care for me. Life is good. God is good. I can leave my worries and anxieties to God, knowing that He will take care of me and all that i care about.

Beauty is God’s Goodness

Beauty is God’s goodness

In a world that is chaotic and is in pain, God reminds us that He is present and He cares for us. God’s goodness to us is revealed in His handiworks —the nature.

Dallas Willard says, “Beauty is God’s goodness made manifest to the senses.” Every time we use our senses to see the beauty of the world around us, we are savouring and experiencing God’s goodness. 

Think of the moments you were enjoying the fresh air in the park, hearing the birds singing, marveling the diverse shapes and sizes of plants and flowers, playing with our pets, or enjoying the symphony of colours in the sky during the sunset.

All these are reminders of God’s goodness and love for us.

‘The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork’ (Psalm 19:1).

Last Day of the First Half of Year 2023!

God has carried us through the first half of the year. How was your first half of the year?

Today is the last day of the first half of 2023! Time flies! Looking back at the first half of the year, God has been good and faithful.

I am sure you have tasted and see God’s goodness in your life as well! He provided for us (Philippians 4:19, Matthew 6:31-32): we have food on the table, a shelter over our head, a bed to rest on at night, and work that we can do to keep our minds active and body moving.

He leads us (Proverbs 20:24): when we are struggling in our work, when we are at the crossroad when making decisions, God gives us wisdom and strength to manage them.

He gives us peace (John 14:27): when we are worried about our life, having a health scare, or even having a weak body, or worrying about our children, we know when we pray to Him and cast all over worries to Him, He hears us. He promises us that. He does not turn a deaf ear to us.

God has been faithful to us. There are so much to be thankful to God for! May God continue to lead and guide us for the second half of 2023!

What else can you add to this list?

Remember the faithfulness and deliverance of God

What is Purim? Purim is the Jewish holiday whereby the Jews commemorate being saved from persecution in the ancient Persian empire. Haman, the Agagite Prime Minister of Persia, plotted to destroy, kill and annihilate all the Jews—young and old, men or women in a day.  Esther risked her life to save the Jews. She trusted in God to deliver them. God, although not mentioned in the story of Esther, delivered His people.

Each year, Purim is celebrated on the 14th of the Hebrew month of Adar. Purim in 2022 begins on Wednesday night of 16 March to Thursday, 17 March.

In Esther’s day, the Jews trusted in God for deliverance. And He delivered them. For us today, we can also depend on God who is the same, today, yesterday, and forever (Hebrews 13:8) to deliver us. God will respond when His people cries out to Him (Isaiah 59:1).


We may not observe this holiday as Chinese/Asian Christians, but we can take this time to remember God’s greatness, faithfulness and goodness in our lives. He is faithful. Let us too, ask for God’s grace to remain faithful to Him and hold fast to our faith in Him through trials and times of difficulties.